rambles.

i don't know why but people's words and actions really effect me. and i mean REALLY effect me. so much that i sometimes can't sleep at night. the way people look at me, the way they say things - or not say things. i wish it wouldn't. i can sometimes feel my blood boil, or it physically feels like my heart is breaking. it puts me in such a horrible slump i feel like i'm never going to get out of it.

and i'm there right now.

i feel like some people just don't care about ANYone. or no one else really LISTENS to other people. and it truly breaks my heart. i wish people would be more compassionate and just plain polite. i guess i shouldn't wait around though. i thought i was making good friends here, but they've all just turned there backs, and why? i'll never know.

ugh.