depressing.

so i haven't written in this thing for quite sometime now. i went through my old posts and, boy, was i a sad sad person. i think it's time i should try to write more upbeat things. it's not like anyone reads my blog. actually, i'm 100% sure NO one reads my blog. but still- my goal from now on will be to try to have more of a positive feel to this thing. [key word: try.] :)